"Rick is so wonderful. I am so glad that I met him at our work. I think this is fate. Really, I love him ... But is it love? Why am I so unsure about Rick and me? I guess it is my mother.She will always destroy my plans.She won't let me be happy.It was the same with my first husband. She did not accept him and she always makes me feel unsure about his capabilities. She is so old-fashioned. Well, my mother destroyed my first marriage. I won't let her ruin my second. I shouldn't care about my mothers behaviour although I realize that she tries to make me crazy by ignoring our relationship. And yesterday she looked at him with contempt as he tried to eat with the chopsticks. She wants me to feel ashamed of him. But I do not care about his descent. He does not need to behave like a Chinese... No, I won't let my mother determine my life. I am looking forward to my future with Rick." |